life

where do i run...?! it follows me all over. this sense of emptiness that nothing fills. material objects, recognition at work..all comes and then fails. i achieve and get recognised for it, and then it comes back! then i achieve again, set new horizons, challenges and chase them. it comes back again, merciless laughter following in its wake. slowly...i learn the game; i stop running. i work and live out of this emptiness. i nurture it and care for it as a friend...waiting for what will become of us.